You mean for me so much. . But Im only a friend. YOU even cannot present, with what trembling I store under heart each your word, each kiss.. Let friendly.. Unimportantly.. I breathe a wind in your back.. Silently I wander on cold streets... " When you not with me are not necessary to me spring ".... wait wait wait.... I am doomed to wait eternally...To be pleased to each call.... And to shout at the nights in pillow from a hopelessness.... I love you,darling... But you do not learn about it never